Sitting by the window, lost in the gray,

The world’s moving on while I fade away.

Thoughts like a whirlwind, spinning in my head,

Wishing for escape from this silence instead.

Outside it’s bright, but I’m stuck in this haze,

Chasing after shadows, trapped in a maze.

Every passing moment feels heavy and cold,

In a crowd of faces, I’m feeling so old.

Blue sky above me, but I’m trapped in the gray,

Loneliness whispers, won’t let me stray.

Wishing for connection, a hand to hold tight,

But shadows surround me, drowning the light.

Every sunrise feels like a cruel reminder,

Of dreams left behind, the pain getting finer.

I paint on a smile, but it’s wearing so thin,

Hiding the chaos that’s raging within.

Scrolling through memories, faces that fade,

Fighting my demons, but I’m feeling betrayed.

The sky’s painted blue, but I’m lost in the dark,

Searching for a spark, just a flicker, a mark.

Blue sky above me, but I’m trapped in the gray,

Loneliness whispers, won’t let me stray.

Wishing for connection, a hand to hold tight,

But shadows surround me, drowning the light.

Maybe one day, I’ll break through the haze,

Find solace in laughter, escape from this maze.

But for now, I’m wandering, a ghost in the day,

With a heart full of sorrow, and words left to say.

So I’ll keep on walking, through the storms and the rain,

Hoping that someday, I’ll find joy in the pain.

The blue sky above me, a promise, a sign,

That even in darkness, the light can be mine.

Blue sky above me, but I’m trapped in the gray,

Loneliness whispers, won’t let me stray.

Wishing for connection, a hand to hold tight,

But shadows surround me, drowning the light.

So here’s to the journey, the struggle, the fight,

Searching for the warmth in the depths of the night.

Blue sky, I’ll reach you, I’ll learn to break free,

Through the clouds of my sorrow, I’ll finally see me.

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