my unhealthy obsession - AxR

Lyrics by：Ethan Hart

Composed by：Matthew Kennedy

Obsessed with thoughts about you on my mattress

With me & nobody else and no distraction

I said how I feel you reciprocate fractions

You said we're platonic is there no attraction?

This constant rejection I'm overreacting to

Spending my time here as friends I'd be happy to

But all these feelings for months have been packed into

My brain & took over all my composure

Confusion calls when I miss one at 4am

I wake up to you then I start overthinking

I hope that it's okay cause one day I'll pick up

I wasn't expecting near this much attention

My brain patterns slowing & redirected into

Everything I think about on my free time

It won't matter lust in my thoughts of undressing you

I'll settle for what is but I want the rest of you

So why do I not see a thing or understand your message

I should've kept it in my head cause what I said I meant it

Said I'm just a call away only to silence all my mentions

I know that when I pick up it may not be worth the stressing

So tell me why I

Feel this way I don't know where I caught this

I thought I was immune to love my system picked the pocket

& Even when my eyes are shut your face prints in my sockets

I hope that when you're figured out we're more than just platonic

But if I try I

Don't know if I'll end up making progress

Addicted to romanticizing every single prospect

I fell in love with you after I dropped a breakup project

& Even if I had the chance I prolly broke & lost it

If we could simplify whatever it is you're scared to complicate

I'm terrified of everything to do with all my honesty

You're nothing like I pictured & you're helping my defenses

You're like a d**g I got addicted to my unhealthy obsession