How can it be a dream if I'm not sleeping

Is this how it feels to be awake

I've been lying here just time surrounds me

Praying for the passing of the day

Lost the taste for living

Soaking in a daze

All my mirrors are broken

My mind is

Uncertain

And filled with dead weight

I feel the room around me tilting

Is this gravity I can't be sure

Second guessing every move I'm making

And now my feet won't touch the floor

Lost the taste for living

Soaking in a daze

All my mirrors are broken

My mind is

Uncertain

And filled with dead weight

I'm just waiting for my bones to cave in

And my lungs to give out

I'm just waiting for my bones to cave in

And my lungs to give out

Just waiting for, Just waiting for

Lost the taste for living

Soaking in a daze

All my mirrors are broken

Mind is filled with waste