Should be at that party

But no one there would like me

No i don't wanna bring them down

Small talk won't make me happy

Lying to therapist

I don't want her to judge me

Imagine if she knew all that

I don't think she could help me

They tell me I should talk

but they dont wanna listen

So i keep it bottled up

Cuzz I dont wanna talk about it

I know I should

I really should

But I dont wanna talk about it

Don’t feel so good

Misunderstood ̈

Crying in my bed all day all night

For some reason i’m stuck in my mind

But i dont wanna talk about it

I know i should

A pin drop makes me tear up

I feel it cuzz my minds fucked

Take everything so personal

Unfulfilled and so irrational

They tell me I should talk

Your friends are there to listen

But i keep it on the low

Cuzz I dont wanna talk about it

I know I should

I really should

But I dont wanna talk about it

Don’t feel so good

Misunderstood

Crying in my bed all day all night

For some reason i’m stuck in my mind

But i dont wanna talk about it

I know i should

I know i know i should

I know i know i should

I know i know i should

I know i know i should

Cuzz I dont wanna talk about it

I know I should

I really should

But I dont wanna talk about it

Don’t feel so good

Misunderstood

Crying in my bed all day all night

For some reason i’m stuck in my mind

But i dont wanna talk about it

I know i should

I know i know i should

I know i know i should

I know i know i should

I know i know i should

But i dont wanna talk about it

I think i should