We were so happy,

How did it all end up like this?

I guess it was pappy,

And we are both at remiss.

I know I didn't try hard enough,

But you never cried when it was rough.

It's different from

What you perceive,

But you still go

Up and leave me.

It's not hard to believe, but

I wish it was.

I'd never try to

Deceive you.

After all that we've

Been through,

It's not hard to leave, but

I wish it was.

I'm not busy sleeping,

But instead just grieving.

I can't shake the feeling

Of not knowing the meaning.

Everyone keeps speaking,

While I feel like I'm dreaming.

It's different from

What you perceive,

But you still go

Up and leave me.

It's not hard to believe, but

I wish it was.

I'd never try to

Deceive you.

After all that we've

Been through,

It's not hard to leave, but

I wish it was.

We tried everything we could,

But it wouldn't last.

We could do what we should,

But it'd still be a raft.

It still cuts like a knife,

Even knowing this would happen.

You've been part of my life,

And I just couldn't imagine.

It's different from

What you perceive,

But you still go

Up and leave me.

It's not hard to believe, but

I wish it was.

I'd never try to

Deceive you.

After all that we've

Been through,

It's not hard to leave, but

I wish it was.

I wish it was.

Oh,

I wish it was.

Oh,

I wish it...

Oh,

I wish it was.

Oh,

I wish it was.