Oh I know these times

When I get distant to myself

No other choice than to embrace what I am

But there’s something within

It whispers, “I am a part of you”

I should grasp it and separate from myself

How I wish it was that simple

I must be kept, tamed and damned!

How could this be?

My own humanity falls to pieces

And cuts through my veins

My own despair owns what I have

And forsakes me

The mirror doesn’t reflect the self

No I can’t see it nor touch it

But I feel the shivers terrorize

It sends to my spine to paralyze

The constant struggle to contain

The beast, the savage, the primitive

Time comes and we become a whole

Thoughts are paralyzed

Who is real me?

There is nothing beyond flesh

What eyes can see is covered by lies

Looking for something to make it

More than meaningless

But all is in vain

The one inside still resides

I face this alone

For in this I am alone

Nobody to hear my groan

I am the enemy of my own