DEADSOUL IS BACK

Understand, No matter how big the problem is,

You still can solve it kid,

Sit back and relax, Analyze the shit,

Try to dive in it, Allow your mind to think

AakashMusic On The #*#* Beat Boy

I think it is true that adversity and loss make a man wise,

Coz I'm becoming more shrewd as I'm going through tough times, now before I conclude, I over analyze, (I've been analyzing)

& think a thousand times before I fuckin' decide, to go for a different ride, What if I end up alone?

Man, I'm so horrified, this fear of making mistakes,

It could ruin my life, that's why I'm losing my mind,

All these delusions and lies, confusion that is inside

I'm trying to find a solution, Illusions tricking my eyes

Why? Why? Why?

My doubts are the intruders, they contemplating a heist,

of the confidence that I hide,

They complicating my life, These monsters waiting to bite,

I'm concentrating on trying, to comprehend all this strife,

& Isolating my mind from all these annoying noises, (Noises)

Dominating my voice I'm, (Voice I'm)

Suffocating inside,

The guilt that I'm filled with, eating me up inside, (Void)

I'm under the influence of vicious fluids that try,

to harm, kill & destroy a person's will to survive,

I'm starting to feel secluded and destitution arrived,

If this is a retribution for acting stupid & naive,

Then I gotta find a solution to actually improve my life

(It's screwed up, I'm too stumped to do something,

But I gotta do something)

Get rid of this fuckin' nuisance, that makes me clueless and void, Substances I'm abusing, to get me all the amusement,

are making my thoughts polluted and made me a freaking mutant,

No longer feel like a human, I'm ruthless, arrogant, rude &,

I'm truly a bastard, gruesome, I'm brutal, cruel and Illusive,

I'm acting foolish, I'm useless, I'm doing what makes me lose it,

I'm mentally paralyzed

My efforts to keep it moving are futile, Why should I try?

I need me a lucid blueprint, I ruminate all the time, (Lost)

Hallucinate and then cry,

This journey of life is gruelling, My intuition can't guide me, (Need some guidance)

I'm drowning in my anxie-ty, (I'm Anxious)

Striving to fuckin' find a, (Gotta find a)

Direction that could be right for,

Me, a purpose what I'm alive for....

Lately what I realized is, Life is a nasty ride &,

Breaking cage of this crisis, you've been stuck in for like years,

Is as easy as sliding down that ride sitting idle,

When you have that excitement,

Getting out of confinement, Dodging negative vibes &,

Fighting demons, Igniting burning fears the fire is,

Screaming loud in the silence,

From a jerk to a wise man, Ignoring stupid advices,

It gets easy to climb when, No one pulling your hind limbs,

My doubts trying to incite a riot inside my mind but,

My senses lit like a light bulb & I'm feeling like a viking,

Leaving my enemies frightened, So they wanna indict me,

Loving this notoriety, Behemoth is what I might be,

All those who wanna fight me,

Should be knowing their rhymes weak,

Worried for their survival, You wanna commit suicide #*#*,

(Game Over)

What you should know is, My confidence amplifies when-ever

I'm supplied with, Hindrance, restraints and strife they,

Encourage me to thrive &

I will fuckin' annihilate, One who tries to collide with,

Show em' definition of violence,

Living in an asylum, I'm a mental giant who's defiant, a triumphant tyrant with no compliance, Yes I'm....