yeah I sat back for a while without no music on
laughed out a bit as well
but seems like it didn't work
man, when I was a kid
I was like the brightest, craziest kid in the school
I was the leader of every group I belonged to
so that's the reason why I felt
it was all because my weakness
but it wasn't
It wasn't my fault
It's not my fault
It is just what it is
But I was actually in a good mood these days
real good
but it comes to me
all of a sudden like this and there is nothing I can do
when it's coming
all of a sudden like this and there is nothing I can do
when it's coming
all of a sudden like this and there is nothing I can do
Sorry if I made u mad
but hope u understand
I know I'm making album
and know it's timing for a bright, happy song
but nothing I can do for you baby
nothing I can do for you
nothing I can do for you baby
nothing I can do for you
I don't really feel like me
Me myself doesn't feel like me
Me myself doesn't feel like me
Me myself and I doesn't really feel like me at all
Broken synchronization
Just wanna be me and that's all
But can't use the word \"I\"
absolutely no idea
Oh, fuck that never mind
ignore it and move on, yeah
shut up and I'll do my shit
Oh I used the word \"I\"
and again, so seems like the neverminding mind was the problem
and Oh my
Been living my life like that since the pressure of making album
But now it's getting done
and why am I getting worse
Thinking bout it doesn't help me
what should I do when
thinking and the neverminding both
don't work
but at least
I feel better
than 30 minutes
ago when I
started writing this damn song
so if I finish the album
would I be alright?
would I be able to be me and step aside
from all of the negativity and
get my creativity back?
and again nobody answers
So no need to question about it
Just gonna walk around it, till I pass out
ooh don't worry
I never thought about dying
but still don't feel like I'm living
ooh what a vulnerable spirit
never wanted to be timid
but it's getting pretty vivid
that I am that mofucker rigidly
No I'm not asking for sympathy
So don't visit me
Know u don't care about me
Especially when I'm at the lone timing
I hope you don't feel rude
In crude terms, I'm the one that sucks bad
Used to wonder
What is truly at the essence?
what is love and what is patience?
But they all became none of my business
cause
me myself doesn't feel like
