hey,

i ain’t get back to you and i’m sorry for that

there’s been so many times i was supposed to hit you back

every thought vanished like a fart in the wind

better late than never right?

I'm here now, so where do I begin?

grew apart, all the shit we been through they wouldn’t know the half

cause we laughed, while life was falling apart

i don’t talk about the shit that bothers me even though you ask

i don’t know if you’ve noticed,

but i find hard

i tuck them thoughts away, safely in my heart

when i’m with you,

i try keep it light cause over here gets pretty dark

cause more time i don’t even know where to start

every time i think i’m making ways, i don’t get very far

so trust me, i would hate to think that this is part of my design

so i think that it’s something that you have to bare in mind

cause it really gets exhausting hearing voices in your head that aren’t so very kind

so low it,

i can’t always be benign

i been so focused on what i want

not what i need

How can I be pleased? if i’m focused on what i see and what it means to me

and only me

but it’s never been about me so,

confess your love to me and i’ll never let you down

i believe in death before dishonour

even when you’re not around

i never gave to get

and yet, i get upset

i couldn’t tell you how

i couldn’t tell you why

sometimes you just gotta sigh and

say that ‘it’s life!’

that’s why, i

stopped asking why, to breathe

so i can ponder what it means to be free

cause you see

you could’ve been anywhere

but you’re here, with me

and i just hope you don’t leave

and take the time to call me

even when i don’t wanna speak

we can just, breathe

we can talk about the places that we would go

if we could leave

if we had time

and the p’s

and believe

the changing colours of the leaves are tryna show us something we can’t see

but you know, it’s free to just breathe

so breathe

breathe

breathe