Somniphobia - Okeanors
Lyrics by：Marric jaden slack
Composed by：Marric jaden slack
Sittin' down right
On my bedside
Sleepless nights
When I don't feel right
Locked inside a dungeon
Can't you help me
Can't you help me
Isolated from my friends
Swear this ****
Just never ends
Feels like my body's
Growing colder
Colder
Woke up in my own vomit
Last night
Wish I was taken
In my sleep
God help me
I never found myself
And maybe that's
For the best oh
Just tell me to look up
But you're never
Understanding the view
A world of liars
They conspire
On my every move
I got the flu
And I'm givin' up
My stomach hurts
And I'm a mess
Lie to my face
Then call it quits
My love for you
Wasn't adequate
Existential
I'll never make it
Make it
Trapped in infinity
We're so small
In the face of God
So shut the **** up
And do your job
It don't matter anyway
Yuh yuh
Sometimes I wake up
Feeling impatient ayy
Losing my head
Ayy lemme think a minute
You don't mother****in'
Mother****in'
See the vision
Uh
Yuh yuh
Lemme breathe a minute
You ain't
Gotta do the ****
That you been doin' to me
**** you
Yeah I need to get
My a*s back home
Every time
I leave the house
Man I feel led on
What's up wit' that
Cut from front to back
You don't love me back
No don't act like that
Come home drunk as ****
Jumping off the bridge
**** that break my wrist
And I don't wanna
Go back home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna
Fight my wrongs tonight
So I just act like
Conversations
Mean what they mean
I hold back
All this hatred
Inside my dreams
And I'm so sick with you
And you're so sick of me
I can't even breathe
Yuh you're nanananana
Lalalalala
Lalalalala
Fall asleep
Inside your arms
Kill anybody
That means you harm
Alcohol for breakfast
Lunch and dinner
Downers just
To numb the pain
Drown all the voices
Inside my brain
Toxic at our core
But we blame
The world of course
I'm so sick of you
You're so sick of me
I'm so insane
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm so sick of you
You're so sick of me
I can't even breathe
I can't even breathe
So ohh
I'm so sick of you
I've been singin'
Sad songs
Since I was youngin'
Paint my nails black
Then those *****es
Called me a faggot
Now it's cool to be sad
D**e to be depressed
Now I'm pissed off
Straight up
Blow my d**n top off
Lil' spiders in the dark
Tellin' me it's alright
I got bullets for you
Mother****ers
Tryna act tight
Doin' shows for a minute
I can really
Say I did it
It's a sick world
We live in
And I'm not sure
I want to stay at all
I'm done I give up
And my mind comes
Toppling down
When I think of
Getting out of bed
And I'm so broken down
Cannot be repaired
I'm so sick
I'm so tired
I'm so beaten down
I don't wanna go
But I think I have to
Why do we live like this
And why
Do we live like this
I fell in love
With your lips
They're my worst enemy
They're my worst enemy
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite
With me
Sit with me
Take my arms
Watch me bleed
Take my eyes
Make me see
I am so incomplete
I am so incomplete
I am so
