Noone ever seems to be real, this life is written for each of us with the illusion of control.

Tell me there is something other than this synthetic excuse of an existence . Tell me there is an actual reason for the pain and suffering.

The time of carefree, days of bliss is a faded memory.

Now my dreams

turned to nightmares

they make me fear sleep.

My life lost meaning

the day they left

and never came back.

Here I sit. Alone, achieving the dreams I had when I was their age,

staring at the road of sadness.

Taking over the spirit within,

showing signs of torcher

through my physical self.

.Sleepless, missing you, I always love you, my children

aaaaaaaaahhhhhh

I hope you are doing well and life is treating you right

in an other life I could still be by your side

grrrrrrrrrr