A portal emerged before my eyes I hesitated, I was stunned It chose to show itself to me, So I succumbed I entered in denial It swallowed all of me Suck me in Shine through me Crystalize Fatigue takes over me As I emerge transformed Feeling like centuries have flown by I might implode Holy being, my usurper Why would you want me to suffer? Understanding the weight You’ve instilled on me With your holy voice With such cruelty As we reach to gain The unholy fruit Rotting up above While we starve in vain Fatigue takes over I emerge transformed The revelations I’ve received The scenes I can’t unsee The burden I accept And cannot shed The walls of my imagination are too thin They can’t contain this heaviness The thickness of this mass erodes the host Creating all-consuming emptiness