I’d rather be sleeping alone I hide the damage I’ve done to myself With long sleeved sweaters I just feel better like that I am anxiety prone I disappear in my phone every night A self-defector It just feels better like that If there is a god, I miss her–I pushed her away I’d cling to her robes and kiss her Worship and betray All at once I’ve been wandering from the fold a while And I don’t sleep so well I wake up running through the ways I can’t be trusted with myself I built an altar to my failures at the bottom of a well But love flows down to the lowest parts Like water The ocean makes me feel small The water’s deeper than things I’ve resolved Relieves the pressure Cuz I have no victory song So tired of clinging to things that I’ve done The water’s gentle I’m sentimental like that If there is a god, I miss her–I held her at bay Cuz if she were close, she’d see me Naked and afraid I’m in the valley, I’m in the well cuz I fell in I feel the water, I feel the water coming in I’m in the valley, I’m in the well cuz I fell in I feel the water, I feel the water coming in I’m in the valley, I’m in the well cuz I fell in I feel the water, I feel the water coming in I’m in the valley, I’m in the well cuz I fell in I feel the water, I feel the water coming in I’m in the valley, I’m in the well cuz I fell in I feel the water, I feel the water coming in