March: at first time, it felt fine But something felt off, deep in my mind An instinct that’s hard to leave March: at first time, it felt fine But something felt off, deep in my mind An instinct that’s hard to leave behind Something just don’t unwind You turned down gifts And soft excuses I don’t know what you wanted or who you miss It was an anniversary, letters and bliss Love and a piano kiss Arguments, why? Don’t know, who can say? Words left me, me dry Wishing he’d never exist Wishing he never existed Crossed our way Under blankets in the rain Eye wide open, soaked in pain Insomnia’s touch, depression’s chain And you seemed so bright, but... How do you think I’d survive the night? If I healed, it wasn’t for you I stood up alone and fought through my mind I saw you with a painted face, Symbols of System of a Down in place Maybe you needed space Scarred, voices in my mind I’ll never hurt you, I’m not that blind You did it yourself, left it behind Wishing he never existed He will never been on our time Arguments, why? Don’t know, who can say? Words left me, dry me Wishing he never existed