I am losing so much faith in me Who will find me If I’ve lost myself? I’m a slave of my rotten mind, and I Lost my way, I’ve been wandering day and night Cannot hide all the ghosts I keep inside All they do, all the time, is watch me A weight upon my heart that I can't seem to let go You wanna bring me down You wanna cut me off But I will keep fighting on my own until my legs give out Pretending I won’t feel the pain you cause me My heart’s racing, I can't slow it down I am rotten to the core I am losing so much faith in me Who will find me If I’ve lost myself? All my life went down in flames Is this ever gonna end? I am being watched but when will I be seen For who I am? Wishing for a moment of peace, In this storm of worry, I pray for release Feels like I'm screaming, but I make no sound I feel the pain you cause me, face to the ground I am rotten to the core No one will ever know this pain I am losing so much faith in me Who will find me If I’ve lost myself? All my life went down in flames Is this ever gonna end? I am being watched but when will I be seen For who I am? I’m losing so much faith (in me) I wanna feel you’re proud of me Always been seen as someone else And never for who I am For who I am Still I drown deeper in my mind No mercy Forever lost Forever lost I don’t want your mercy and I’ll watch my life go down I will stand on my own grave I feel my heart slow down I don’t want your mercy I don’t need it, I don’t wanna feel nothing