I've been looking for sense in life Like some people search for drugs I've been living inside a lie That's why I can't keep your heart Your heart You're the one I'd die for The one in my head in these cold nights And I wonder if you know How much I mourn over the acts I've done You're the one I'd die for The one in my head in these cold nights And I wonder if you know The pain I feel for my past life I’ve been diggin' my grave I’ve been pavin' my way You could hold a grudge when you never did enough Tell me why it’s complicated Kinda like our love, still I'm Packin' up my *** with the k dreams And the white all night with some iced Hennessy And next week overseas Smokin' with a ghost Shinigami Death Note, hey You're the one I'd die for The one in my head in these cold nights And I wonder if you know How much I mourn over the acts I've done You're the one I'd die for The one in my head in these cold nights And I wonder if you know The pain I feel for my past life The pain I feel for my past life The pain I feel for my past life The pain I feel for my past life For my past life