So this is what it's like to never bottom out This is what life's about in the shadow of a doubt To think I always thought This is something I am not And apparently You're just a ledge to me And allegedly That's all you will ever be To feel the ground turn to quicksand With every fucking step Now sympathetic to the notion that One wants to misdirect I hate the tacit explanations I never meant the company To think of everything I always thought Of disseminated misery As if anything would ever be enough The best I can give is up