Heart racing entering a new existence Panicking, not understanding a thing Lungs breathing, feel the weight of being Dead but alive and I died so I’m empty Searching for an answer in this empty space Searching for an answer in this life Searching for a reason that I’m still alive, when I died But I’m here and I’m dead so I feel the… Weight of losing everything at once, descended being Nothing all around me in this state of purgatory Emptiness, a hollow body lacking any meaning Extension of the life I lost, conclusion to the story Resolution of an arc with no direction, idle living An afterlife, with nothing, no feeling, no time has passed Vacant mind, vacant body, letting go of the past Letting go of the yearning for anything Fuck, bleak and dismal, body so heavy I’m Stuck, nihilistic, surrender any impulse Give it up, give it up, decay and let go Succumb to the weight of the self decomposed Roots are Roots are take Roots are taking Hold, body collapsing and separating, can't Hold, any longer my being together Let go of the physical, leave it behind Find a continuance, leave and define Meaning and purpose, the roots are the exit The body an anchor, the self independent Detach Separate Depart Elevate Detach the self from the anchor Separate the body and mind Depart a physical existence Elevate untied Untied Undefined Realize I’m alive Alive