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Yeah, they ask, \"How you been?\" but they watching your bankrolls
Handshakes fake, their loyalty? A scam sold
Listen...
I’m searchin’, I’m searchin’, where the real ones reside
Among my own blood, I feel the divide
I’m searchin’, I’m learnin’, these bonds are just chains
Loyalty’s a myth when money’s the gain
Yo, they ask, “How you been?” but they stare at your bankrolls
Handshakes fake, their loyalty? Just a scam sold
Relations built on dollars, no love in their veins
A man with empty pockets, here they treat you the same
I’ve seen triumphs, seen losses, war wounds in my palms
Walkin’ crooked paths, straight roads do me harm
Streets got stories, but nobody tell it clean
Kindness a weakness, this world’ll clip your wings
The pavement bleeds, and I’ve watched my blood flow
Kin turned Judas, backstabs in the shadow
News scream massacres, bodies piled in graves
Dreams die young here, legends erased
Seen the snakes in suits, words coiled with venom
Contracts rip families apart, they never mend ‘em
Castles built on sand, wealth turns to ashes
They smile bright, but I see the devil in their glasses
I’m searchin’, I’m searchin’, where the real ones reside
Among my own blood, I feel the divide
I’m searchin’, I’m learnin’, these bonds are just chains
Loyalty’s a myth when money’s the gain
Tears fell daily, but no one wiped ‘em clean
Words from my heart, but they never intervene
Betrayed on the regular, I’ve lived through the schemes
While I’m thinking of “us,” they’re chasing their dreams
Blame my folks? Nah, they’re just trying to cope
But deep down, I know I’m a burden to their hopes
People scheming in shadows, waiting for my slip
They’re ready to pull strings, eager to watch me trip
Lost my direction, my compass broke in the storm
Barefoot on the streets, I walked where souls were torn
Questions they ask might make millionaires bloom
But for people like me, silence fills the room
Claps come after insults, praise with a smirk
Success magnifies flaws, shows how people work
Every mistake a lesson, every fall a rise
This book’s pages bleed, but the truth never lies
I’m searchin’, I’m searchin’, where the real ones reside
Among my own blood, I feel the divide
I’m searchin’, I’m learnin’, these bonds are just chains
Loyalty’s a myth when money’s the gain
I’m watchin’, I’m watchin’, the fake love appears
Truth buried deep, but I’m diggin’ through fears
I’m watchin’, I’m learnin’, these shadows don’t lie
If love was real, why’s the room feel dry?
This is my truth, no filter applied
Cut fake ties, left them all behind
Now Lost in myself, will you hold my hand?
Or will you disappear, just like they planned?
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