Haven't smiled in a while

Intoxicating conversations

You cry, don't know why

Tears only flow at midnight

And I can't seem to hang the phone up

Cause I still care, I still love you

Even though you did me dirty

Even though you weren't there

I never cried for help when I needed you most

You only seemed to be bothered by your own (shit)

I don't want you in my arms

But I want you close

Away from any harm

I tend to forget my common sense

While you drag me through the mud

Embarrassed by my innocence

I did everything on your command

Turned a blind eye to the warning signs

What a fucking waste of time

And I can't seem to hang the phone up

Cause I still care, I still love you

Even though you fucked me over

Even though you never care

I never cried for help when I needed you most

You always seem to be bothered by your own

I don't want you in my arms

But I want you close

Away from any harm

I tend to forget my common sense

While you drag me through the mud

Don't want you in my arms

But I want you close

Away from any harm

I tend to forget my common sense

While you drag me through the mud