Been thuggin out my pain
Tha part these bxs neva know
The day I blow ts gone change
Thats how it go & thats fs
Might end up switchin up
Tha game & start poppin niggas hoes
These niggas think that im tha same
Bx I'm not that 8 year old
You think you know
But you dont know me
Bx think on shit before its spoke
Neva leave a door open
Before you preach ik its closed
Dont let no nigga close ta me
Thats inna book my brudda wrote
Been brought up
Onnat since a youngin
Fucc you mean ts a joke?
Done had my times in trusting niggas
Pussy niggas neva slide
When you do shi fa these niggas
Only time they be outside
Wea tf niggas
Was at when my brudda got unalived
Dont eva try to tell me wrong
From right might fuck around & die
Used ta smoke my pain away
Been through ts a million times
I sip my drink ta take this pain
Thought it was working everytime
In reality its tha same
It never changed shi in my mind
Ts just had me out my body
I was deeper in my mind
Right now my vision blurry
Should be afraid
I'm seeing colors & a figure
Should be afraid
But in my mind I'm still that nigga
Dont gaf abt my life
Bx if ya try me I might kill ya
Im not insane
Just think it twice & if you try
I might just drill ya
Looked inna mirror
I start getting deja vu
My eyes deceiving me
My mind believe it too
Shi threw me off
Just cus tha way I felt bout you
Fucks me up everytime
Bx imma shine ta keep my cool
Been thuggin out my pain
Tha part these bxs neva know
The day I blow ts gone change
Thats how it go & thats fs
Might end up switchin up
Tha game & start poppin niggas hoes
These niggas think that im tha same
Bx I'm not that 8 year old
You think you know
But you dont know me
Bx think on shit before its spoke
Neva leave a door open
Before you preach ik its closed
Dont let no nigga close ta me
Thats inna book my brudda wrote
Been brought up
Onnat since a youngin
Fucc you mean ts a joke?
Fucced up about my ex
Bx cant no nigga tell me nun
Imma treat you with respect
Long as you show me you belong
Heartless tatted on my arm
You make me wanna go against it
Ik I'm human
But I got feelings girl know I miss it
Tha day we fell off & you left
Covered it up , I wasnt trippin
Deep down inside me & you both
Knew I would fuckin risk it
Girl I wont let you go
I let you know exactly how im feelin
Cus yk , ian finna let you out ta hoe
You are my bidness
Thought about takin these pills
To clear my head
But I kept my distance
I cannot be off these drugs
Ts too hard tha way im living
I'm focused on ts witchu
But I dont mind cus girl you different
I cant treat you like these hoes
Them bitches ghosted . Ma just listen
When it comes down ta these hoes
Some typa way my feelings fade
Not from you. But from the hoes
I ever let get in my way
To keep me away from you
I felt you wanted ta play
But girl im really stuck on you
Just come back home girl imma stay
Been thuggin out my pain
Tha part these bxs neva know
The day I blow ts gone change
Thats how it go & thats fs
Might end up switchin up
Tha game & start poppin niggas hoes
These niggas think that I'm tha same
Bx I'm not that 8 year old
You think you know
But you dont know me
Bx think on shit before its spoke
Neva leave a door open
Before you preach ik its closed
Dont let no nigga close ta me
Thats inna book my brudda wrote
Been brought up
Onnat since a youngin
Fucc you mean ts a joke?
