Feeding my malaise by the spoon

With fully enthused chugs and “here comes the train!”

Onus creeps but I stay blameless

Circumstantially useless

Still unoccupied

Meandering gets less charming the longer you don't try

It's on the list but not marked urgent

Reminiscences play at the wrong speed, out of context

A malicious mind shines a fond light

on what can't be altered

Plain sight’s way too bright!

Onus, is that you?!

Malaise, don't worry go back inside!

Onus screams \"you're not blameless at all!\"

Watch the snail endlessly weave

A labyrinth of its own slime.

In fear of hope you never leave

Just trace the trail behind closed eyes

And hope you wake on time