I’ve been havin thoughts lately that make me think I’m selfish

But when I look around, I see everybody helpless

The thoughts I had a month ago of committing suicide

Are now gone, but different ones hang by the tide

When they try, you get em like that.

When they top, you get em like splat.

When they try to get you all flat

You can tell them they aint got that

When they try, you get em like that.

When they top, you get em like splat.

When they try to get you all flat

You can tell them they aint got that

Now around a year ago, I lost somebody real close

Decided to make music just to let the pain erose

Now that thats gone,I don’t know what to do

Next time I see death again I’m coming after you

See some fans “Hey, howd you do it Soap?”

Just made a bunch of shit just to let my mind cope.

But even now its gone, I recovered and im alright

When a door closes it opens another fight

Im not the only one wit problems I know that

Just to wake up and realise i got fat

Im not the only one wit problems i know that

Just to wake up and realise everybody’s bad