Staring outside blankly

Another monologue, soliloquy

Even with a second chance

I don’t think I’ll be just left standing

Not to feel guilty over you

Is that why (now I blame you..?)

So, I’ll let you go

You were once my shelter when you came

One look at you felt home, like a missing shoe

But you hide your own story

bottle it deep inside you

tear your heart inside out

Guess I’m blind I loved you my love

There is no way out

from this darkness

I should go my own way

and you should go yours

I was a coward without you

You know and I know

God knows I wanna be with you

No, I will let you go

We have our own roads to live on

I resigned to be with my scars

but you’re shining like a star

and be as bright as you were

I don’t think I’ll be just left standing

Not to feel guilty over you

I would blame it on you

So dumb and pathetic

so worthless and shit, but this is me

Looking down, from way above the rooftop

seems we are all wearing the same top

(But as you know) We’re points on a spectrum

All pointing finger

Aiming like, arrows in a quiver

We all deserve to be us

so

There’s a way out

There’s a way out

so this is no- thing

(No need to go only forward)

No need to go only forward

There is no way out

from this darkness

I should go my own way

and you should go yours

I was a coward without you

You know and I know

God knows I wanna be with you

No, I will let you go

You’re shining in your place and always bright without me girl

Girl.. but you’re shining like a star

and be as bright as you were