Just taking time to figure out stuff
Had enough of that strangers' bluff
Wanting to forget about the bills
Not having to worry about certain things
Keeping my head above water
Feeling old but now I know I'm just a kid
Trying to learn life as it is
Question myself am I worthy
Been teaching kids messing ups okay
But not giving me a chance
to make stupid mistakes and mess up
Did I learn from my past?
Hell yeah I did
I've learnt it the hard way
I feel god damn mediocre
Still not knowing what I'm here for
People say life's like a roller coaster
But mine's like an empty beer bottle on a coaster
I'm a grown up gotta pay my bills
All those student loans
Thought I'd have things sorted by now
Got nothing done
Well, I guess this is me for now
Can't give you a refund
Cause I was never sold
Gotta go to work
Gotta go do work
Like a grown up
But no Not yet
I haven't grown yet like peter pan
Can i just have that one last dream
To remember the grin
Gotta go to work
Gotta go do work
Like a grown up
But no not yet
I haven't grown yet like peter pan
Can i just have that one last dream
To remember the grin
Reality's mean I mean it really ain't that neat
Used to laugh at nothing
But now I've got nothing
Stopped praying
Cause from what i see
He ain't listening
Never learned how to deal with myself
In the middle of a crisis
Crying my eyes out
Having anger issues
Not trusting myself
Age doesn't mean I'm all grown
I don't need no disney
I just need some whisky
Maybe this is why I've aged
Disney can't take my problems away
So here I am
Standing in the middle of a concrete jungle
Without a compass
Still learning how to live everyday
Trying to cherish every days - every days
I'm a grown up gotta pay my bills
All those student loans
Thought I'd have things sorted by now
Got nothing done
Well, I guess this is me for now
Can't give you a refund
Cause I was never sold
Gotta go to work
Gotta go do work
Like a grown up
But no Not yet
I haven't grown yet like peter pan
Can i just have that one last dream
To remember the grin
Gotta go to work
Gotta go do work
Like a grown up
But no not yet
I haven't grown yet like peter pan
Can i just have that one last dream
To remember the grin
