A messy mind

A Place that isn't your safe place

Fading in and out

Losing my self in doubt

I want to scream n shout but I can't

Try to imagine what it's

Like when I'm gone if you even can

My thoughts are like a crowd

Swallowing me whole...

Memories stay afloat

Things I want to explode

Haunting me again

I can't escape my mind

My inner voice isn't so kind

I feel like I am blind

And fade away again

I lost mself to this void

My happiness I must avoid

My flame that once was alive

Has gone out again...

(Take a deep breath)

Thinking of suicide

It's just a parasite

I'm so terrified

This gunfight in my head

Will leave me for dead

Run away

Faraway

Im decaying(I'm decaying)

Go away

Stay away

I'm crying(I'm crying)

Im losing myself again

Fading in and out

Losing my self in doubt

I want to scream n shout but I can't

Try to imagine what it's

Like when I'm gone if you even can

My thoughts are like a crowd

Swallowing me whole...

Memories stay afloat

Things I want to explode

Haunting me again

I can't escape my mind

My inner voice isn't so kind

I feel like I am blind

I want to just decline

And fade away again

I lost mself to this void

My happiness I must avoid

My flame that once was alive

Has gone out again

(Take a deep breath)

Thinking of suicide

It's just a parasite

I'm so terrified

This gunfight in my head

Will leave me for dead

Run away

Faraway

Im decaying(I'm decaying)

Go away

Stay away

I'm crying(I'm crying)

I've lost myself again