Got some things that is stuck in my mind
About love relationship and things of that kind
I tried to burry it down and I tried to hide
Although I know this move isnt gonna be all right
I still think of her after I had the booze
Hearing everywhere related to her news
And I know my means and ways were crude
She may think of me as a scumbag I dunno what to do
I thought Id forget her for all this time
Because an inferior me is telling me that she isnt mine
I tried to escape and I tried to lie and I keep telling myself Im just alright
But the reality is that I still cry and absolutely Im not fine
Lost into the abyss and struggling to grasp for even just a single bright light
But all of this would just me stronger
Stand a little taller feel a little bolder
Learning to accept will make your road brighter
You gotta walk your way cuz youre your own lifes master
And its normal to stumble along the way
Important thing is you gotta not be swayed
Better not be stuck in the maze
Even though life is just a haze
Yeah Ive been drowning in the pain
Running from myself but its all in vain
Every step I take feels like Im in the chains
But Ive got to break free from all the strain
Memories hit hard yeah they cut like a knife
Regrets a shadow that stays in my life
But Ive learned you cant grow if you dont face the strife
Gotta stand tall rebuild and rewrite
Im not who I was Im trying to grow
Tired of the weight of the things I dont show
Guilt wont break me Im done staying low
Turning all my scars into something Ill own
Every fall Ive taken taught me whats real
The strength inside that Im starting to feel
The past is heavy but Im learning to heal
Climbing out the dark finding what I can rebuild
But all of this would just me stronger
Stand a little taller feel a little bolder
Learning to accept will make your road brighter
You gotta walk your way cuz youre your own lifes master
And its normal to stumble along the way
Important thing is you gotta not be swayed
Better not be stuck in the maze
Even though life is just a haze
