I’m still the same without the drugs

Without the love

Fuck that I’m so numb

I’m still the same as I once was

Before the break

Fuck that I’m losing blood

If my mom knew how I was doing when it begun

If my friends knew me any less I wouldn’t have one

I wouldn’t have one

If my friends knew me any less I wouldn’t have one

Wouldn’t have one

If my friends knew me any less I wouldn’t have one

I feel the same today

The same as yesterday

The same as last week

And the same as every other day

And I’ll do the same thing tomorrow

Stay in my shell till it’s hollow

I feel the same today

The same as yesterday

The same as last week

And the same as every other day

And I’ll do the same thing tomorrow

Stay in my shell till it’s hollow

Why did they all switch up so quick? We were so close

While they all laugh and talk their shit, I got my dose

I know we’re all just rotting away

But I’d rather rot alone than spend my life with someone fake

Trauma facing

I’m not sure if I can tell what’s real

If I’m mistaken

Take my pills and forfeit what I feel

It’s a curse

Which one’s really worse? I don’t know

So instead I suppress everything and don’t let no one close

If you really got a problem with me, say it to my face, I bet you won’t

If you really wanna make it, you can’t let the criticism reach your bones

But it goes on and on and on and on and on

Yeah, it goes on and on and on

I feel the same today

The same as yesterday

The same as last week

And the same as every other day

And I’ll do the same thing tomorrow

Stay in my shell till it’s hollow

I feel the same today

The same as yesterday

The same as last week

And the same as every other day

And I’ll do the same thing tomorrow

Stay in my shell till it’s hollow