x2
Outside
Outside
Outside
yeah
Outside
Outside
Outside
lets go
Rain outside
I’m refilling it
Got this pain in my mind
I be feeling it
Trying to to find a way
To get rid of it
Nothing helps me now
Shit is killing me
Thoughts invade my brain
Cannot trust in me
No one worth the pain
Will betray me
Feeling helpless now
I’ll be swimming in
This lake of thoughts
Pain is sinking me
X2
I don’t even can wake up I’m choking
I don’t even feel my heart is pumping
I don’t even feel myself controlling
I’m a living smile faking emotions
Rain outside
Baby let me in
I’m a cold ass guy
Are you feeling it?
Who I trusted once
Now is giving head
Now I smoke and fuck
Like I’m hitting her
Call me when you want want
I will meet you there
I know when you lie
You just want me in
It was a mistake you’d repeat again
I ain’t trust you now
To be here again
Only times you show up you want it your way
Getting what you want
Do you even care?
Shit will never end
Now I’m careless
Had to teach myself a lesson once again
X2
I don’t even can wake up I’m choking
I don’t even feel my heart is pumping
I don’t even feel myself controlling
I’m a living smile faking emotions
yeah
Imma take it now
whoa
Girl I’ll show how
yeah
Imma take it now
whoa
Imma show you how
I don’t even can wake up I’m choking
I don’t even feel my heart is pumping
I don’t even feel myself controlling
I’m a living smile faking emotions
3 I smoke if I ever trust
If it’s pain I’m pro
Tell me who you trust?
This it ain’t bout love
This the same old song
Wasn’t my mistake
Was a random one
Or maybe just karma here to fuck me up
When you hear em talk
Just listen up
Feel the hate the show when they speaking up
That’s life outside
Don’t get beaten up
X2
I don’t even can wake up I’m choking
I don’t even feel my heart is pumping
I don’t even feel myself controlling
I’m a living smile faking emotions
I’m a living smile faking emotions
I’m a living smile faking emotions
I’m a living smile faking emotions
Imma live this time….
