[00:00.000] 作词 : Anna-Varney Cantodea
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Anna-Varney Cantodea
[00:33.87]Once there was a time,
[00:36.18]when the conquest of
[00:37.43]pain was all that I
[00:40.14]could hope for,had
[00:42.44]been my only aim.
[00:44.74]Happiness or joy merely
[00:47.99]unwords without meaning,
[00:50.45]they were unwanted
[00:51.90]anyway as surely out of place.
[00:56.60]All I wanted was the
[00:59.31]voices to be silent
[01:01.78]a brief moment in the
[01:03.48]dark,in loneliness and chill.
[01:07.25]How I wished my mind
[01:10.11]could escape the camat dungeon
[01:13.06]that was flying silently
[01:14.86]through space while
[01:16.66]I lay caged and chained within.
[01:41.76]Today my view -strangely
[01:43.48]increased -it is beyond compare,
[01:45.75]but nothing became easier,
[01:49.76]I'm still struggling to be free.
[01:53.02]A thousand different things
[01:54.89]dare to appear before my eyes
[01:57.84]now,they come and leave
[01:59.64]untouched,because still I cannot see.
[02:03.70]In true darkness there's
[02:06.96]no choice than do discover
[02:09.31]the uselessness of eyes,
[02:11.71]giving birth from their own despair.
[02:15.16]Here eyes can nothing but
[02:17.47]decay and if I fail and do
[02:20.57]identify myself with them
[02:23.48]then their destiny I'll share...
[02:27.35]You are with me all the time -all
[02:29.81]the time.So very unreasonable
[02:33.56]had been my fear.How could
[02:38.22]I ever believe that I might
[02:41.29]be losing you when forever
[02:43.94]we're connected and you
[02:46.54]are part of me.It's your
[02:49.60]omnipresence that defines
[02:51.25]the way in which I do
[02:53.35]exist,forcefully leading
[02:55.65]me back to where I do belong.
[02:59.15]Opening my eyes to see
[03:02.56]the true essence of my
[03:04.41]being,by dissolving
[03:06.81]the distractions of the
[03:09.61]outer world.In the loneliness
[03:12.66]of the pain you bring the
[03:14.66]isolation of my soul guarantees
[03:17.27]the maintenance of the only
[03:19.23]thing that I know,my
[03:20.89]natural and obvious differency.
[03:22.16]Beloved old friend and life-time
[03:24.86]companion without you to
[03:26.76]nothing I would fall.Your
[03:28.99]power pervades me and lies
[03:30.61]me low,but as the same time
[03:32.52]a new strenght is born in
[03:33.67]my soul.
[04:19.63]In a universe of change
[04:21.03]and continuous movement
[04:22.29]I am counting on you
[04:23.79]since I know you shall last.
[04:25.59]Being my darkness and
[04:26.69]the basis of splendor
[04:27.84]light-giving background
[04:29.45]as most fertile past.You
[04:31.16]trance-formation source
[04:31.71]of understanding you are
[04:33.96]the power that is pulling
[04:35.56]me down.Whenever
[04:36.86]lightness seeks to carry
[04:38.31]me away you connect
[04:40.07]me safely to the ground.
[04:42.52]You chill of my winter,
[04:44.83]eternal Saturn-sphere,
[04:46.18]petrified and frozen
[04:48.53]with a logic cold as ice
[04:53.03]I walk through the
[04:55.35]world look in surprise
[04:56.36]at the living without
[04:59.41]being able to share
[05:01.81]their strange delights.
[05:04.56]Beloved old friend,and
[05:08.32]bringer of sadness,
[05:10.42]shadow-like cloak almost
[05:13.23]matters so real,you slip
[05:16.93]right through me like
[05:18.93]I was merely membrane,
[05:21.83]my feelings so ambivalent
[05:24.59]when my wounds refuse to heal...